My Heart Is Broken But My Eyes Are Open

The news and images coming out of Afghanistan these last few days are gut wrenching, heart breaking, soul crushing. I cry myself to sleep at night praying for those trapped, those who will be or are being persecuted for not being Muslim, for working with US forces while our troops were there, for being women. 

Stories of Taliban fighters going door to door and searching for Christians. Searching people's phones for signs of Bible reading or Bible study. Searching for those who dared to help our soldiers over the years. Killing women who aren't wearing a full face covering. Setting old women on fire for failing to cook adequately enough to please them. Forcing young women to marry Taliban fighters. 

Images of people so desperate to leave that they're climbing in through half closed aircraft doors, packing into airplanes like sardines. Images of tiny frightened children, terrified women whose freedom has been stripped from them overnight. No more working, no more education, no more liberty of any kind. 

Christians who KNOW they'll be slaughtered in the coming days for daring to believe in Jesus...for refusing to recant and go back to being Muslim. Followers of Christ gathering together to worship in secret. 

And then there's the American church...

What can I even say about the American church? We have everything. Nice comfortable buildings in which to gather. Freedom to worship openly. Freedom to have as many copies of the Bible as we choose to have and display them in our homes. Freedom to put a bumper sticker on our cars that tells people to "Follow Me To Church". We can talk freely to others, openly, without fear. We might face some laughter or ridicule, we might even lose some friendships over our faith in Jesus...but- generally speaking- we don't have to fear for our safety, for our lives JUST BECAUSE we love Jesus. 

And yet we skip church because we're too tired. Because we don't feel like going. Because we have something more fun to do. We see people suffering and don't tell them that Jesus loves them because we're embarrassed, because we don't want to be made fun of. We're unsure of how they'll react so we remain silent. 

We don't read those Bibles we so proudly display around our home. They sit and collect dust, still looking brand new 20 years after they were purchased, the spines never creased from being opened. How can we have a relationship with someone we don't know? How can we get to know God without reading His Word? 

How can we complain when we have so much and why are we so unwilling to help those who need some of what we have? We live in a country full of people who NEED Jesus...yet we keep Him to ourselves and turn our backs on those in need. 

We should be ashamed of what we've become. We had so much and we've turned out backs on the blessings that God gave us to share with others as we hoard them to ourselves. 

God, forgive us. Please open our eyes to what we've done. Break our hearts with what breaks Yours, Lord. Help us remember our first Love. Set our hearts on fire for You.

Why is Hell so bad?

I've had quite a few people ask me why a loving God would create a place like Hell. Why a loving God would send people He claims to love to such a horrible place. 

So let's take a look at the why's...

Hell was created as a place to punish Satan and his demons. Matthew 25:41 says: 

25:41 “Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Depart from me, you accursed, into the eternal fire that has been prepared for the devil and his angels!

So initially, Hell was not a place for people. The Bible also says in 2 Peter 3:9 

The Lord is not slack concerning His promise, as some men count slackness, but is longsuffering toward us, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.

So you see, God doesn't want anyone to die apart from Him. He wants everyone to come to the saving grace of Jesus Christ so that we can spend eternity in Heaven with Him. But because of man's sinful, rebellious nature, that is not to be. We are all born with an eternal soul and that soul has to go somewhere. God cannot be in the presence of sin. The blood of Jesus covers the sin of those who repent and believe in Him. So those of us who've put our faith in Christ are no longer considered defiled- we are redeemed and, thus, able to be in the presence of God. 

Those who don't put their faith in Him will be separated from God for eternity in a horrible place called Hell.

And why is Hell so terrible? Hell isn't terrible because there's pain and anguish. The Bible says in James 1:17

Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.

Read that again. EVERY GOOD THING is from God. So where you see good things, feel good things, experience good things, God has provided those things. EVERY good thing. 

Hell is horrible because God is not there. There is no part of God in that place which means it's full of nothing good. It's full of only horrible, awful, things. Pain, suffering, anguish, evil, torment...because EVERY GOOD THING COMES FROM GOD. 

1 John 1:5 says This is the message we have heard from him and declare to you: God is light; in him there is no darkness at all.

Darkness cannot dwell in the presence of light and Hell is the darkest of dark. If God is 100% light, there is no where for sin in His presence. God cannot dwell in Hell and unrepentant sin cannot dwell in Heaven. 

God has offered us a way out of eternal suffering. Make no mistake, when the Word of God says eternal, that's exactly what it means...Forever, unending, ETERNAL! And once you've passed from this earth it's too late to change your mind. I'm sure there will be many people on Judgement day who wish they'd done things differently in life, while they still had the chance. 

Jesus Christ left His place in Heaven and came to earth as a baby to grow up among us, to experience life as we do, to face temptations and to love and grieve and die. His death paved the way for us to escape that terrible destination. He offered himself freely so that we might live in paradise with God instead of inescapable torment in Hell...separated from God. All we have to do is reach out and accept His gift. Believe that it's true. Acknowledge that you've sinned, that you're a sinner, that you need to be saved...and He will save you. Turn your back on sin and live for Jesus because He died for you. 

God loves each and every single person that has ever been conceived from the beginning of mankind. He wants to spend eternity with us but- here's that dark vs. light thing again- He CANNOT be in the presence of darkness/sin. It's not that He could if He chose to...it's that He can't. Darkness cannot live in the light. Sin cannot live with God. He wants you to choose Him but He will not force you to choose Him. He doesn't need us but He wants us because He loves us. 

If you need Jesus in your life, please find a pastor/friend/mentor/family member/neighbor, anyone that you know loves Jesus and truly lives for Him, and ask them to lead you to the cross, to show you the way to Heaven. Ask that person to back up what they're telling you with scripture because the Word of God is solid. Don't be led astray. 

If you have no one in your life that you can reach out to...Reach out to me! I will happily do my best to answer your questions and introduce you to Jesus to the very best of my ability. If I don't have the answers, we'll work together to find them. 

Please, don't spend your eternity apart from God- the God who created you and who loves you more than you can imagine. Let Him into your life, into your heart. Let Him renew you and restore you. Let Him redeem you so that Heaven is your future...instead of Hell.